Almost forgotten that i have a private place call COP.
2 more months till year end.

Was thinking pretty much lately, while nursing myself today. I've watch Good Company and one of the actor mentioned that Timing is everything. How often is that true? Being someone who had been through it myself, i dare say to a great extend, Timing is everything!!

When opportunity arises, grab hold of it and leave no rooms for regrets. It goes to the same for both career and relationship. Right now, i've none.. But i do believe that one day i'll be able to enjoy a great career and have a wonderful RS.

I'm gonna sign off with this song for you peepz



Nice song, enjoy it and i'll meet you Emo club peepz soon!!

Oh yes, to my bro JH do well in star search we know that you can do it!!
JIA YOU!! Also thank you Winsty for chilling out with me bro. You ROCKZ!!
Although i rock better~ LOL!!

Finally i've gotten back from reservist!! Woohoo!!
Was a fuck up yet fun ICT, fun mainly because of my friends esp when we're on mission had hella time out in tekong.

Nothing much to update, but i might need to go for sniper course for my next in camp ICT. Looking forward to it.. Met up with Bryan as usual, went for our lunner(lunch + dinner)and catched the predator movie. Nothing special with regards to that movie, not a bad movie overall.

For the first time i've noticed that, i do have the ability to attract chicks!
or maybe i didn't bother to take note of that previously i guess.
Never the less. I do attract gals who are hot! (*proud proud*)

Itz been emotional for the past few weeks.
Yesterday was non exceptional as well, was suppose to be a night of fun and laughter with the gals.
Sad to say, that was not the case. However i think it was a good progress. Why? Because i've been hiding my emotions behind every laughter for a long time..
Trust me, thou wouldn't like using laughter as a cover...


Since i've decided to move you out i will clear up the space and stop myself from revolving in circle. I'll get better as time passes by.


Ps: I've tried and given what i can, and i've learnt my lesson. Taken for granted would never ever appear in my dictionary. This is a promise to myself.

一个男人如果从头好到脚，那不叫好男人，那叫傻瓜.

一个男人如果从头坏到脚，那不叫坏男人，那叫烂人.

In this world often, 之有烂人才能得到他想要的东西.


Ps：在现实生活中,真心相爱只是自欺欺人的屁话. 只有傻瓜才会相信世界上有永恒不变的真爱.
I've grew to feel numb towards such shit. Sick & Fucking tired of a
bitch called love.

爱情是毒药穿的糖衣，甜美的包装下是致命的危机.
爱情是残酷的游戏 之会让人陷入失望的绝境.
真心是笑话、勇气是废话、坚持是鬼话、忠贞是梦话，幸福是屁话


PS: Love is like a warm water bag, once you need it you will hug it.
when you no longer have any need for it, you will just throw it away.

I used to think that giving up on a forest for a tree is what one would proclaim as sincere towards someone.. But i guess this theory is no longer true. Not in our era i suppose. Well, fashion would get outdated let alone theories. Hence my friends,
当你想为那个人付出的时候要理智点.

Girls won't appreciate what you had done. In fact they would find that you are a nuisance. Soon you find pharses like "he just dont get it" buzzing around you :)
Reality check Mate.

Well, things are different if she loves you. But, when girls are at their prime, you won't get to meet one who is willing to give in her all..
More taking and less giving is what they know.

PS：不要为了一棵树 而放弃整个森林
Unless she loves you as much as you love her.

Not a bad song i suppose~ LOL!

Everytime i close my eyes, i see myself hanging lifeless.. Without vibe..
The thought of flying oversea and land myself a job be it States or Auz would often come as impulse yet yearning decision. Yes.. Even thoughts of signing on as a pilot cross my mind after all, its not a bad idea to fly around and start off with a high wage job arin't it?

May be i'm just tired or rather i'm sick of being stagnant in a country where i'll have to wait, to be at my prime when i reach the age of 30s.. It really sucks big time with all the waiting and all.. But one thing for sure, i'll go for my masters in 5 years time and i'll have my sights set on being a part time lecturer.
Uni of Melbourne or Uni of Boston either or i suppose..
However if i've any commitment to be made( as if i'll have it!) sticking to NUS master with MIT doesn't sound a tad too bad. I guess..

PS:赚钱无罪 贪钱不对, 聪明无罪 看不起人不对, 骄傲无罪 没礼貌不对, 不珍惜无罪 犯贱不对..
A step closer in convincing myself that love doesn't exist.. Its similar to a warm water bag, once you need it yer just hug it. But when yer warm enough yer just chuck it aside. Such is the theory of something called love..