In order to unsheathe the truth..
Mind games is all that i could do for now.
Even if i've gotten the truth it would only be the key to agony.
An agony for not telling a very important person as you would only want to avoid unnecessary heart shattering emotions..
It would be a secret which i have to keep it from light. Even for life perhaps..

How i hope i have the power to do a burial ritual just to bury every bits of info i had and bury every single shit into the grave.



PS: Hope that i am having redundant thoughts.