Had put a dot to that finishing sentence. After all it had been more than a year.. A year and a half to be precise. It was a difficult choice for me, as it often lead me to wonder what if another person was chosen.. But never the less I've made up my mind, to prevent the drag from going on. To stop revolving in circles over and over again. Cause no matter how long i were to wait, the end result would be the same.. After all i guess, i do not have a standing ground or any weightage from her. Cutting that line off wasn't easy for me, but i guess that would be a better solution for her. So that she can focus on that person.. At the end of the day heart rending could only be stigmatized on one..


Hopefully you would not be revolving in circles and live in a life of bliss.


Ps: 我会装着不露痕迹的因为那是我对你最后的风度.

Could it be any harder- The calling

Could It Be Any Harder lyrics
You left me with goodbye and open arms
A cut so deep I don't deserve
You were always invincible in my eyes
the only thing against us now is time

[Chorus:]
Could it be any harder to say goodbye and without you,
Could it be any harder to watch you go, to face what's true
If I only had one more day

I lie down and blind myself with laughter
A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
And now i wish that i could turn back the hours
But i know i just don't have the power

[Chorus]
I'd jump at the chance
We'd drink and we'd dance
And I'd listen close to your every word,
As if its your last, I know its your last,
Cause today, oh, you're gone

[Chorus]

Like sand on my feet
The smell of sweet perfume
You stick to me forever,baby
and I wish you didn't go,
I wish you didn't go
I wish you didn't go away
To touch you again,
With life in your hands
It couldn't be any harder

Transformers 2

Alright. Went to catch transformers 2 alone today. Somehow i've gotten used to catch movies alone these days, and i'm very sure that i'll be catching most of the movies alone as well in the near future..

Transformers 2


Itz an awesome movie.
-Good CG
-Action pack from beginning till the end
-Good Ending
-Good Plot
(A few surprises here and there especially when the twins tried to take down that mammoth and needless to say useless Devastator)

Everything in this movie is AWESOME and Hilarious!!
Better than Transformers 1 i would say..
The show started with Sam Witwicky as well as Megan Fox's sexy pose on the bike..
HOT HOT HOT!!
(After all those critics about her being a tranny i still think that shez HOT!)
Moving on, watch out for the twins and bumble bee as they are really funny esp the twins! LOL. This time around the Auto-bots are meaner and pack some punches than previous installation.
Also, the "FALLEN" is a surprise only those who had watched it would understand what/who is that "FALLEN"
Well as usual SG have this habit of cutting films..
The only disappointment would be those cutted scenes that wasn't being flash..
That spoilt the show.. (Stop cutting those scenes you MOFO!!)

Nevertheless rating for Transformers 2?
4.5 out of 5 Popcorn
Worth every penny to watch it on the big screen!


Ps: It takes two hand to clap. That day would never come, cause you didn't want to put in any effort. Even if you had put in some do you think that would be enough to make any changes?

Once you've set your mind to do something no matter what you would get it done.. Unless you didn't want to..

BACK!! WOOHOO!!

Alright! Back to civil world!! LOL
Was yearning for some action when i'm out of army for a long time..
As expected this ICT was all about outfield and missions..
To recap what we had done previously..

Good to see my old palz from my old unit!!

Overall itz fun! Was suppose to get the Best soldier award because, i was the one who led the platoon to clear an objective within 7 minutes!!
But someone gotten the credit instead hence prising that award away..
DAMN!!

Was relatively happy for LS! Cause shez doing well in her job and her hard work had been recognise!! Like i've told you, believe in yourself that you can do it!!
Keep it up gal! Jia you!!
Yer Number 1!! :)






30th of June a date set for myself...

Super joker!!

This Korean is super duper gay!!
Watch the clip and yer know why!!
Hilarious shit~ LOL!

Mah mah & Ran get well soon!

Grandma was admitted to hospital as she had fell and scorched herself badly recently. She was feeling much better after her operation thank god! Doc projected that she should be able to get out of SGH by next friday. Looking forward to that friday. Get well soon mahmah!!

Next my beloved fatty brother too, was admitted to hospital for some reason(private reason). He too, had his operation at CGH and now i'll have to send him to polyclinic to wash his wound every morning accept for sunday.


Ever had this feeling of being frozen in time? Its as though everything seems to have stopped for a moment leaving you with ample space to take a breather. Been going for some run recently and running in the rain would be the only way to make me feel better.
Especially with each droplets hitting on your skin, trying to freshen you up. Somehow its so tempting that you would just keep running even though your legs couldn't carry on, even if your lungs are about to burst, such things would only force one to run faster as though you have a last plane to catch.
However after the run, after your shower those problems would still linger around.
Thats when i know that running away from problems wouldn't resolve anything.

Someone once told me that "天不动 地动 地不动 人动" the world still need to revolve.
So i've set a date for myself.


PS: Just so you know. Your presence means so much..